In the spirit of TJEd's 'Inspire Not Require' and 'You, Not Them', I've written an essay for my English 121 students at Ashford University following the same criteria they do for their first assignments (draft and final). This doesn't totally follow the APA formatting because it's a blog! But it's close. They have another draft and final essay later, but they're changing the course after this class, so I simply won't be that inspiring. =/
Enjoy!
~vbb
My Masters Quest
Verena Beckstrand
Instructor
October 29, 2012
Over fifteen years ago I began pondering what
I would do after I graduated from BYU in Humanities the next summer. I felt
hungry to keep learning, but in a way that I could use to serve other people.
Digging around the BYU Masters of Instructional Science caught my eye and by
the fall of 1996 I was enrolled in the program. Just over a year later I was a
newlywed and pregnant with my first child. Despite all of my efforts, I had to abandon
the program. Ten years later I applied to the Masters of Education program at GWU
in Cedar City. This time I never had the money to even start. I still really
want to get a Masters of Education, but I must wait until I find the right
program to fit my particular needs and interests in regards to Education, for
the right time because I want to make sure I have done everything I can to
prepare myself to make the most of my Masters program, and I need to have
enough money and time to pay for tuition and complete the course work.
I love learning. I can’t remember a time when
I haven’t looked at my teachers, whether they be school teachers, church teachers,
seminar teachers or what have you, with a critical eye. Furthermore, I love to
look outside the ‘box’ for solutions to learning experiences. I love my 5th
grade teacher who pinned a dead fly to the ceiling for my classmate, who was
forever dreamily looking at the ceiling, could have something to look at. My
older sister started home schooling her children when I was in my early teens,
and I have never looked back. I love having my children home with me, and I
love teaching them; though admittedly I also love learning about learning
through them almost as much as I love watching them learn. I must wait until I
find a program that will help me learn about learning without all the
requirements that a ‘box’ puts on learning.
I am constantly learning about education. I
have the list of books from the GWU Masters of Education classes. I have read
some of them, and I want to read more. I follow several blogs about education.
Seth Godin has a lot of great things to say on his blog at http://sethgodin.typepad.com/
. I also enjoy reading The Innovative Educator blog at http://theinnovativeeducator.blogspot.com,
and the Thomas Jefferson Education blog at http://www.tjed.org
among several others. While in China I thought a lot about learning a language.
I wrote down my thoughts and feelings not only while learning Chinese, which I
knew almost nothing of before we went there, but also while teaching English to
some children there. I am also pondering and researching my own theories of
learning in a book I hope to write some day. So often I wish I could already
have my Masters done. Sometimes I think that all of things I’m learning about
education and all of the ideas I’m working on concerning learning would be
easier if I already had my Masters of Education. But even though I hate waiting
to have or even start my Masters of Education, I know that I will be better
prepared to make the most of the opportunity when it does come.
The
most frustrating and even boring reasons I have for not working on my Masters
of Education is money and time. The economy has hit us about as hard as anyone in
the past few years. We simply have too many basic necessities that we aren’t
meeting for me to even consider adding tuition to the list of bills to pay. I really
will hate sacrificing time with my family. Still, wouldn’t I be a much better
home school mom if I already had my Masters? (NOT that I think every home
school mom even needs any educational
training. I think WAY too far out of the box for me to believe that a
requirement.) I hope that I will not have to wait until all of my kids are
raised and gone before I can get my Masters degree.
So
I wait. I wait and I study and I serve my children as their partner in learning
in the best way I know how. I know that someday I will find the right program to fit my particular
needs and interests in regards to Education. Someday I will have done
everything I can to prepare myself to make the most of my Masters program, and
someday I really will have enough money and time to pay for tuition and
complete the course work. After all, as my BYU Professor, the late Dr. Dillon Inouye said, “What is God, if
he's not an Instructional Designer?”
